I'm really struggling to keep food down and I don't think I've felt 'normal' for longer than 20 minutes for at least a week. The timing of this pregnancy is somewhat convenient because I can review the last one nearly to the day and see how I was feeling. This is both good and bad, since I now see that the month of February will go by pretty much without me being productive in any way. Thank goodness I am able to have help with Grady because I would probably be showing him Elmo dvds back to back for 8 hours a day if I were alone with him.
Officially, please do not ever ever let me entertain the idea of doing this a third time. I am so glad I'm able to have children and so far the one I have is a healthy, joyful, charming and all-around #1 guy (just like his dad) but this has to be my final one. I never imagined a big brood or fielding a soccer team with my family, and I don't believe that I need to have many children to spread a certain faith or take care of the chores around the house/farm. I simply cannot imagine being this incapacitated again, with two others to care for. Grady will have a sibling. We could adopt more, but this is the end for me. ((Sorry Grandmas))
No comments:
Post a Comment